haunted ;
ah i don't know how to begin.. it's the last day of the year.. so i decided long ago tt i'm gonna write something for him. it has been slightly more than a year that we really started talking online. and it was only since june that we really got closer.
still, i cant believe how we could get together to be the best of friends. because we're totally different in terms of character. we worked for it, really hard. till today, he's the only person ever in my life whom i've established true communication with.
he was the one who picked me up when i was down. this year has been really too eventful for me. it was more than anything i could handle since the start of the year. but he was there. i wouldn't have gotten over the past so quickly to be standing here right now if it wasn't for him.
maybe many people do not know the side of him that i know.. but he's the greatest. i owe him just too much. i'm still sorry that i was probably treating him as just someone to fill up the gap in my life just for the sake of it at first. but now im serious that i cant live without this friend.
before my party on the 27th, i was really touched with the effort he was putting in for me. haha he so lazy but he actually helped so much. he's always there for me.. exam period when he tutors me and never fails to wish me luck, when my party was at the brink of flopping, and uh all the time.
the simple happiness, the times we've had, made me realise that it's not really the places that matter.. it's the company.
ah our relationship is too complicated and weird that i don't know what to say too.
just recently we started drifting apart, and just hours ago he really hurt me. for once. but i don't mind if he has to vent it on me so that he can feel better.
thank you my friend.
you're the greatest gift bestowed upon me.
for you, for us, forever.
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